A New Member, the Puppy!

15 JUL 2012 - I was surprised that my beloved boy friend bought me a new puppy. This is Doberman, it is also a guard dog same as Rottweiler, but the body size is more taller, large and slimmer than Rottweiler. Doberman's characters are more alert, active, loyal and intelligence. This breed of dog is easy to train too. But of course, you need more patience to train and be confident and sounds firm when you give any commands to the dog.

At this moment, we haven't give any name of it. My boy friend given the puppy's name "Maxi" which I not really like it as the name sounds like "Maxis"the Malaysia's mobile network. Therefore, I named it as "Venice", "Cody" or "Vennesa". Well till now we still haven't decide which name would be best for the puppy. Find on Internet? Maybe. Just Google it!

Here is the comic that I made for fun. The pink bed which I ordered from a breeder, it suppose belongs to my poodle that it get used to sleep and play over there. But now it's already occupied by Doberman. My poodle got bullied now and jealous of it.

My Rottweiler passed away, RIP Bosco

14 JUL 2012, SAT - This is my most sadness day. My 2.5 years old Rottweiler (born on 16 October 2009) has passed away on this morning from suffering a sickness of body cramp. His sickness occurs since when he was first years old. We spent a lots on him, his house, his foods and his medical fees. Everything we given is the best for him. I don't know how to cope without him. I've had him since 2 years ago and am really upset by me thought of life without him. I was with him when he died but I am really struggling to accept that he doesn't exist anymore. I've been accompanied him from midnight 12AM till morning 5AM. I really hates myself that I can't do anything for him. I had tried several ways to make him feel better but it does not help at all. 

He has always been a part of my life and I don't know how to deal without him, there's a dog house specially built for him reside in my house garden and his nice food bowl. Even at mealtimes there will be nobody begging for food and no need for anyone to keep an eye on their meal when he is around. The most upsetting thing is not that I've lost something I loved so much, but that I've lost something that loved me so much, I felt like he was dependent on me and he doesn't need me anymore. He always wanted to be with me so much and I feel like my life is the poorer not having his unconditional love.

My boy friend has called people to buried him and I was hiding inside house without seeing him sending away. But then I cried for it too and totally no mood during the whole day. This happen too sudden and now he just doesn't exist and everything is reminding me of him.